Läpi hangen ja roudan

English is a funny language...
There are no proper words for different snow-related words in English. Such as 'hanki' is 'snowdrift' or 'snow blanket' or just plain 'snow'. In Finnish the word doesn't include the word 'snow'. It doesn't have to...
Is it because it's colder in here and the winter is longer and has always been (I think)? Probably...
But the globe wasn't always this warm. There were proper winters in England too. With snow and all...
Also the word 'routa' seems to need more than just one word in English. 'Frost in the ground', 'ground frost'... All this according to an internet dictionary Sanakirja.org.

I don't know if I have a point here. Just wondering.

I need a life...

Scorpions & Berliner Philharmoniker

This is just something totally absolutely brilliantly MIND-BLOWING!
Even the very best can be made better with a proper orchestra.

Spotify

I downloaded Spotify on my laptop yesterday and I'm loving it.
It's kind of unreal to have access to all this music. Right now I'm listening to a piano tribute cover version of Paramore's Misery Business. It's interesting to say the least...

Awesome.

Autumn

The autumn is here (and almost over actually). I've been concentrating on the sunny days and ignoring the rainy ones. I usually hate hate hate autumn, but the sunny, cold and dry days aren't so bad.

Milla Kouhia | Latest Music

I managed to write a new song for a change.
And I registered in Muziboo tonight.




Milla Kouhia | Latest Music

It's needless to say, I need you inside my heart to stay.

*sigh*

My concentration is all over the place.
I'm too happy and hopeful to do anything right now.
I just want this week to be over and relax again.
And get rid of these stupid thoughts....Could someone please help me to fall off this cloud?

Update

So far so good. My sleeping rhythm is getting much better and I haven't paniced yet.
That's what I call progress.

And now I got myself a proper hobby outside the school. I'm gonna start taking riding lessons! I'm so excited. I was afraid they didn't have space anymore - the last day for signing up was on monday and I asked yesterday - but they did. The stable has a bunch of gorgeous Finnish horses and it isn't too far away.

Finally something good.
Hope I'll be able to keep this up - fingers crossed!

(picture from www.hevoskievari.com)

Well...

Tomorrow's the dreaded day. I'm moving back to Ikaalinen - the 'school town'.
I'm afraid of this year, especially the autumn but I'm trying to keep my act together and concentrate on getting things right this time around. It's gonna be a huge fight of will power, but I think I have that potential somewhere...hidden, waiting to come out.
Failure is not an option anymore. It just can NOT happen again.

My goals for this autumn are
1. to do decently in school
2. to lose weight
3. get stronger and happier
4. achieve a good sleeping rhythm



...oh god I'm so scared....

Life sucks...

'Life sucks...' is a little series of mine. It's mostly just plain humor; (mostly) cynical, but humor. :)
This is no special order that I've thought about. It's just the order I've taken the photos in. I guess I could try to come up with some reasonable order, but for now this is it.

Life sucks...

...And then you get eaten.

Life sucks...

...And then you fall flat on your stomach.

Life sucks...

...And then you forget to shave your legs.

Life sucks...

...And then you realize you're never going to get there.

Life sucks...

...But then you find that special someone.

Life sucks...

...And then it gets sucked out of you.